27/03/2023
Two days at Cadwell and a night in the van with VERY cold temperatures - I ache. My mother is the biggest hero, catching a train from Oxford to Peterborough and coming with me! Whilst we await photos, I wrote up a bit about what occurred.
Yesterday started better than it ended... I was having a nice time but was really struggling for grip, I was getting less and less confident as the day progressed because of it (including a rather scary moment on the mountain where my back end slipped out and sent me into shapes). I kept just giving up and pulling in because it was scary.
Late in the day I noticed my back wheel was stiff to turn when I put the rear warmer on (I had mum trained to do the rear). It turned out that where I had asked someone to tighten my footpeg at Donny, that it was too tight and was pushing against the arm/bush/thingy (technical name) so was stopping the brake lever from springing back up. The rear brake was literally staying on, explains why it felt like it was slipping... it was. I only ever cover the back brake at the mountain sometimes to minimise wheelies so I never noticed at Donny! Session 7 was my only chance to go out and try to salvage the day.
Today I was in my head after a bit of a pants day yesterday and also, hormones because mother nature decided to make my day even harder (sorry but this is a reality we women deal with - it does make it harder). There were only 7 or 8 of us in the group but, I was going out at a fairly okay pace and then getting slower as the session progressed because of mistakes I was making getting in my head.
Weefrenchie came to see me after session 5 to tell me to hang off the bike more (I wasn't even sticking my left knee out), relax more and be kinder to myself. I asked her to take me out for a session so I could follow her with her new instructor hat on. Well, she spotted me doing my thing where I beat myself up, and pulled me in to force me to be more positive. It helped, because I finally started to get a bit of smoothness back. Sometimes we just need someone to offer a kind word to make things easier. So huge shout out to her and give her (the first woman to win Club 600 Endurance Championship 2022 with team HEC, part of the first ALL FEMALE team to win a National 600 endurance race and first female instructor) some love.
I am not where I was, or where I want to be, yet. But I will be soon.