13/09/2023
LONG POST ALERT
I have been in and out the gym now for over a year , it’s turned a little bit like a toxic on off again relationship. This has been for many different reasons - injuries , mental health , physical health but also because of work, life and to be honest because I fell out of love with moving for a while
And everytime I went back to the gym I punished myself for not saying consistent and being frustrated when I couldn’t lift the same weight even though we all know that this is NORMAL
And despite all the reasons above why I haven’t been in the gym I think it all boils down to why I went. I went to persue an aesthetic , a toned body , a low fat %, even when I told myself I was going to build strength there was always an underlying motivation to look a certain way. I have had a negative relationship with my body for a long time now and I’ve only just realised that if I keep focusing on an aesthetic I will never be happy going to the gym or moving my body
So I am switching things up and continuing my journey of fitness and movement with the focus of moving in ways that make me happy , feel good and look after my health both physically and mentally
I’m looking forward to moving this body again thanks for coming to my TED talk✨