26/02/2026
Training in the dark..
I do think I’ve said that before but the Struggle is REAL!!!
I mean I’m over 10kg heavier than use to be even when I started my pole journey about 12 years ago I was 6kg lighter and I feel like I’m way worst then when I started!!
I know I do focus on the positive but come on!! I’m so mad at myself to let myself go.
About 5years ago of anyone would tell me my pole journey won’t be my top priority I would rather have them dead 😵
And life happens and just like that I need to start from scratch.
I might won’t be the same pole dancer as I was before ( probably won’t) but I’d need to feel “hey mama you got this “🤣