27/09/2026
THE JOURNEY. š¤
16 years. Different versions of me. Different bodies. Different chapters. But somehow, the same battles.
Not an easy journey. Full of ups and downs, setbacks, lessons I thought I had learned, and cycles I promised myself I would never fall back into.
There have been times when I felt on top of the world and others when I barely recognised the person looking back at me.
Iāve spent so many years chasing a version of myself I thought would finally make me happy. Convincing myself that once I looked a certain way, everything else would fall into place.
But the goalposts kept moving. And somewhere along the way, I forgot how to just live.
Looking at these pictures, I see so much more than physical changes. I see a girl who has been trying, falling, getting back up and figuring things out over and over again.
I donāt know what the next chapter looks like. I donāt even know if Iāve fully made peace with the previous ones.
But maybe, after 16 years, Iām starting to realise that I donāt want to spend another 16 waiting to love my life until I love what I see in the mirror.
I still love bodybuilding. I still have goals. I just wonder how much of myself Iām willing to invest chasing them. š¤
