06/05/2025
๐๐ก๐๐ญ ๐ก๐๐ฏ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ซ๐๐๐๐ง๐ญ๐ฅ๐ฒ ๐ญ๐จ ๐ฌ๐ญ๐๐ฉ ๐จ๐ฎ๐ญ ๐จ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ ๐๐จ๐ฆ๐๐จ๐ซ๐ญ ๐ณ๐จ๐ง๐?
A few months ago, I decided to audition for a local amateur dramatics production of Little Shop of Horrors. I'd just moved to a new area and wanted to meet peopleโbut that was only the start of it.
I was craving something uplifting during the cold, dark evenings. I wanted to reconnect with adults as meโnot just "Mum"โespecially as a home educator who also works from home. I needed to spark my creativity, do something just for fun, and remember what it felt like to laugh, play, and feel joyful just for me.
And while I got all of that, I also walked away with some powerful lessons I didnโt expect:
๐ ๐๐๐ง ๐๐จ ๐ก๐๐ซ๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฌ.
I hadnโt been on stage for over a decade and had never sung in a musical. I was nervous. I didnโt know anyone. But I did it anyway.
๐ ๐๐จ๐งโ๐ญ ๐ช๐ฎ๐ข๐ญ.
7+ hours of rehearsals a week. Late nights. Childcare juggle. And yes, there were moments I felt overwhelmed. But I kept goingโbecause Iโd made a commitment to the production, and more importantly, to myself.
๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฅ๐ ๐ฆ๐จ๐๐๐ฅ.
My children saw me show up for something that made me happy. They saw commitment, collaboration, joyโand that every role matters, not just the lead (youre never just in the ensemble).
๐ ๐๐ฆ ๐๐ง๐จ๐ฎ๐ ๐ก.
I may not be the best singer or dancer, but I showed up, gave it my all, and was a valued part of the cast.
The show is over, but Iโm left with friendships, pride, and growth. And a heart full of gratitude for the people who came to support me, even if musicals werenโt their thing.
Growth happens outside your comfort zone.
So Iโll leave you with this: ๐๐ก๐๐ญโ๐ฌ ๐จ๐ง๐ ๐ญ๐ก๐ข๐ง๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ ๐๐จ๐ฎ๐ฅ๐ ๐๐จ ๐ญ๐จ ๐๐ก๐๐ฅ๐ฅ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ๐ซ๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐๐ง๐ ๐ ๐ซ๐จ๐ฐโ๐ฃ๐ฎ๐ฌ๐ญ ๐๐จ๐ซ ๐ฒ๐จ๐ฎ?