30/11/2025
***100k debrief***
Today is the day after rowing 100000 metres and I still cant switch off. Im not in big pain just the usual aches but its like my body hasnt realised the battle is over. My head is still locked in that zone from yesterday dont stop dont break dont quit. Even now the switch wont turn off. So Im sat here at stupid o clock writing this while everything still feels raw 😅
Its now 03:30 and as Im sat here writing this my chest has tightened up. Im asthmatic so this is nothing new but after a day like that it just joins in for the fun 🙄. I was fine during the row because the adrenaline kept everything wide open but now the adrenaline has gone and I got cold after the event my lungs have decided to have their say. Annoying, just one more thing adding to the night.
My legs have divorced me my butt has gone AWOL and my back has filed paperwork with the UN for crimes against humanity 🫠. Honestly I cant even argue with them.
On top of that my knees are bone on bone after years of surgeries and today they have both blown up a bit. Slightly swollen and sore which is no surprise after 100k. They held out the whole row which Im grateful for but they are definitely reminding me what Ive put them through.
Yesterday morning I woke up thinking what the f**k have I done 😳. Not exactly the mindset of a man about to row 100k. But everyone who knows me knows this once I commit to something I carry it out. Even if I regret it halfway through.
I trained to pace at 2:35/500 but the gym had other ideas. Everyone was rowing, biking, SkiErging. At one point Roo Stainton smashed her final SkiErg marathon finish and of course my brain went right lets match that then 🤦. Smart?. No. But the atmosphere pulled me along and it felt good at the time 😅.
At around the 60k mark when everything still felt good and I was in a solid rhythm Roz Hall and Pauline Laughton turned up with cake 🎂. And yes I absolutely face planted the cake mid break and took a massive mouthful. No shame. Probably the most joy I felt all day🤣
By 80k I was well and truly in the hurt locker. By 90k someone had bolted the door and thrown away the key. I was deep in pain and completely on my own in there. No pacing strategy no comfort no rhythm just hanging on and trying not to break.
Then came the final stretch and this is where reality punched me in the face like a steam train.
The last 10k was brutal in a way I can't sugar coat. My pace dropped by 5 seconds per 500m and that hit me harder than any pain. It felt like failure creeping in like I was letting the Chard Community Hub down. My legs were screaming my back was tight and my butt felt like it was trying to leave my body for another planet. Every single stroke felt like my body was asking why are we still doing this 😫.
So I stopped chasing numbers and went into survival mode. One stroke then another then another. Each one felt heavier slower and it was pure stubbornness that kept me moving. That last 10k broke me down to the basic version of myself no ego no pacing no heroics just a bloke refusing to quit.
By the end my legs werent rowing they were just attached to me. It was one long argument between my body and my mind and my mind won but only just 🤏.
But somehow with 500m to go something lit up inside me. Nothing noble nothing inspirational it was pure anger. I was pi**ed off with myself for the pace drop and for letting my head go. So I just snapped and refused to let the row beat me. I hit 2:05/500 then 1:45/500 for the final 100m. Still dont know how because my tank was empty hours ago. It was anger that dragged me through that finish 🔥.
All the way through my RAF Ensign was hanging on the wall. Per Ardua ad Astra. Through adversity to the stars. Felt very literal yesterday ✈️⭐.
Rowing time 8 hrs 25 mins. Total time 9 hrs 25 mins. Average pace 2:31.5/500. Last 10k 2:36.5/500. Total strokes 9595. Final 10k strokes 992. Avg HR 138. Max HR 171. Calories 7004. Basically enough to power a small village 🔋.
After finishing I tried the ice bath ❄️. Even though my kit wasnt soaked once I stopped rowing my body dumped all the heat it had been holding. For 9 and a half hours it had one job keep me warm and the moment I stopped everything shut down. Heart rate dropped adrenaline went muscles switched off and it hit me like a wave. I started getting cold on the way home and by the time I took a couple of layers off by the ice bath I was shivering like mad. It honestly felt like my core temp had crashed and my body said not today mate we are clocking off 🥶.
For anyone wondering if skipping a cool down played a part in how fast I went cold afterwards the honest answer is yes. But it wasnt a mistake. I simply had nothing left to cool down with. I was empty. By the time I stopped I had nothing left in my legs nothing left in my back nothing left in my head. I was done both physically and mentally. I couldnt have rowed another 30 seconds never mind a 5 to 10 minute cool down. My body went from full heat production to zero in an instant and thats why I started shivering so quickly. It wasnt poor planning I was just done.
Today my body has made its feelings very clear. With a training readiness of 1, a body battery of 17, HRV at 25 and stress sitting at 38 its basically telling me to sit down shut up and do nothing. Those numbers mean my system is still in full recovery mode. My nervous system is fried my muscles are traumatised and my energy reserves are at rock bottom. This isnt a normal tired. This is deep internal fatigue from an extreme effort. I wont be anywhere near fully recovered for at least 5 to 7 days and thats being honest. The legs will ease sooner but my nervous system and energy levels will take longer to come back.
What I got through. 1800g hydration electrolytes carbs. 800ml water. 12 SIS gels. 1 Mars Bar. 2 salt tablets every 5k. And somehow no cramps. Still shocked. My body was too confused to cramp 😅.
Afterwards I demolished pizza and cake in medically questionable quantities 🍕🎂😂. I earned it. Probably needed it.
How I trained. No coach. No nutritionist. I wanted to try something different so I used ChatGPT. It built my sessions adjusted everything from my HRV planned my food and kept me on track for 4.5 months straight. A different approach but it worked. Even if it did drag me through hell one session at a time.
This whole thing hurt more than I expected. Physically mentally emotionally all of it. I doubted myself. I struggled. I nearly broke. But I didnt quit 💪.
Per Ardua ad Astra. Through adversity to the stars.
lastly thank you to everyone whos already donated. Your support genuinely kept me going ❤️. And if you still want to donate its not too late every pound helps the Hub support families this Christmas 🎁.
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