03/11/2022
Happy Halloween π»
Little late to the party, but spent it down the academy while had Azita. The FIRST TIME Iβve ever been a car journey away from her, even driving in my car, alone, felt so strange.
During class, I kept checking my phone every 15 mins like a DR on call, waiting for that message from Daf, telling me to abort mission immediately and get home ππ¨
The way I was anxiously checking my phone in distress, youβd think I was about to miss her first words.. π
But thatβs what separation anxiety does, you think the absolute worst is going to happen, when in reality, they are fine & in good hands π
To overcome this, felt incredibly refreshing, to go and do something for myself, to learn again & be alone π½
Itβs not selfish, us mums need that time for us too ππ» so that we can be even better mums, having space gives us the chance to miss, the head space to be able to think, & the overwhelming feeling of love when you return back.
Emotion level 100 - All the good vibes