31/05/2026
1 week out from my first bodybuilding comp.
I’ll give the data first and then I’ll give my reflections.
Here’s the numbers
This prep has been a 22 week prep once I step on stage. And I started the first week of January
There has been 18 weeks of active dieting, 3 diet break weeks. 1 being a mock peak week where I trialled food and what I can’t handle, 1 being a holiday, 1 being after my powerlifting competition.
This mornings weigh in: 81:3kg
My weigh in on the 5th of Jan: 97.9kg
Total weight lost: 16.6kg
Current step count: 15,000
Current calories:
Training days : Calories 1936. Protein 230g. Carbs 180g. Fats 34g.
Non training days: Calories 1777. Protein 230g. Carbs 140. Fats 34g.
I have 3/4 more days of active dieting to go before a steady linear load until I find the look I like.
Reflections:
Bodybuilding is a display of discipline as much as display of muscularity. At times I’ve wanted to quit, and at times I wondered if the sacrifices were worth it. It’s made everything harder, brain fog was tough, the dragging my feet on the same loop I’d walk over and over again, having people ask me if I’m ill, the struggles to stay present in life and relationships. It’s been hard.
There is a numbness that occurs through the dieting. Your food is low, your steps are high, training is just as hard and normal life continues. So you tap into the part of you that can suffer and get to the next meal or the next workout or the next cup of decaf tea.
It’s been really hard to explain that the rewards are in the suffering. From the outside it’s shredded physiques. But the personal battle for me has been about chasing a dream that I’ve wanted since I was 18.
The main takeaway: Don’t ever let anyone stop you from being you.
I’ve struggled, and loved every minute of it.
I’ve proved to myself I can be dedicated and fully commit to a pursuit.
The goal for this final stretch has been to be extremely present with my friends and family. There is no point achieving anything without a hug at the end and sharing the experience with the people that matter.
A few more weeks of seeing me in my pants I’m afraid team so bare with lol.
As always… Do The Work