13/03/2023
None of these are recent pics… the right is maybe a year ago and the left is about 4… the second pic is me at my lowest point in life. It’s not something I often speak about…. And not many know the journey I’ve been on to get where I am right now. Since becoming well again, each year I actively gain and cut weight and my body continuously changes… I’ve never given myself enough time to fully accept my body for how it is. This year I’m doing things a little different and I’m holding my accountable for this. This year I’m focusing on feeling strong and healthy and enjoying my life for what it is. It’s only taken me 30 something years to finally accept my body doesn’t define me and taking up a little more space is actually a good thing. This year I focus on being happy and healthy and not the number on the scale. This wasn’t my plan at the beginning of the year, but I’ve realised I enjoy being strong too much to change that right now and I kinda enjoy being a little thicc 🙊 Thankfully i have some very special people that have got me through my darkest of days. 🙏 Long story… but I want people to see growth isn’t only physical, its mental too. It just takes a little while for us to realise what is important in life and to learn to live again. 💕