18/06/2023
How has it been 12 days without hearing your voice?
12 days that my BEST friend, my No1 human, my Mum, Mama left her physical body.
06.06.2023 The night our world got torn apart and my life changed forever ๐
We spoke only 40mins before, said bye and see you soon as I was supposed to be coming to visit only one day later.
One day too late ๐ญ
12 days since the phone rang as Dad broke the news that you had gone in his caring arms.
I fell to the floor and screamed in a haze of panic, shock and trauma. I was physically floored drowning in a sea of my own tears. An ambulance crew in your house with nothing they could do for you other than turn the camera around for me to see you.
288 hours without you here and mama I'm hurting. I miss our 1-6 daily calls, being able to share my life with you so openly and our laughs our wonderful laughs.
We just got eachother โบ๏ธ๐ฅฐ
You were my No1 fan and the 1 person I truly admired more than anything or anyone.
Thank You for choosing to have me after battling cancer at the tender age of 37. I'm so grateful I got to do life by your side and I'm so sorry it came back.
Your determination to live and live fully shon through every second, even when life threw so much illness and poor health your way.
I wish that everybody could experience a love like ours.
I have so much to write about you and believe me I WILL...
But for now I just want to say Thank You for being my greatest love and greatest teacher. Thank You to my incredible Dad for looking after you so well and cherishing you daily. You had a hero by your side and you knew it โค๏ธ
Me, Dad, Jessica and your incredible granddaughter Alexia miss you terribly as well as all of your extended family and friends.
How do we do life without you?
โค๏ธ I will love you in this lifetime and in every other lifetime to come โค๏ธ
Your broken hearted daughter Vanessiรฑa ๐