17/04/2026
The Working Mum struggle - Returning to work after having a baby
I’m 8 months postpartum and am returning to work. When I say returning to work, I don’t even know exactly what that it is as I’m starting my fitness career from scratch.
Part of me is ready to feel more “like myself” again, doing what I love and getting time to myself, albeit working lol
Being completely honest, my maternity leave payments have also stopped, so financially I now need to start working again. While I am ready, I am still grieving my mum who passed away 6 weeks ago. So emotionally it can be hard.
It is SO different working with a baby. The juggle is REAL! I can’t just say an immediate yes to work or courses anymore. If the baby can’t be taken care of, I can’t do it. It’s hard for it not to feel like a limit on your career as an ambitious woman.
But, it’s not a bad thing either…
It’s making me be more deliberate about my career. Rates of pay, distance and the need for childcare all need to be weighed up and ultimately if it’s worth the time cost of being away from my baby.
I now don’t have the support of regular childcare, of which my mum had been so willingly providing. I’m currently working early mornings, evenings and weekends when my partner can care for the baby. Right now, it’s needs must.
I’m hoping to get a childminder which I feel both positive and overwhelmed about. I recognise the need I have for it, while feeling guilty of the time apart and nervous about someone else caring for him.
The deeper I get into motherhood, the more I admire the mums around me and the load I had no idea they were carrying. What did you struggle with the most returning to work after having a baby? And how did you handle it?
I’d love to share with other mums ❤️