28/11/2023
âźď¸ASHAMED, DEPRESSED AND EMBARRASSEDâźď¸
Thatâs how I could sum up my last year or so before coming home from Australia.
I remember being so ashamed that I let myself get into such a state physically.
So much so, that Iâd avoid the beaches purely because I didnât want people to see me with my top off.
Imagine that, being in a country, renowned for its beaches, yet you avoid them like the plague.
Over there, people would often ask the question, what did you do before you came over hereâŚ
It was embarrassing for me to tell them that I was a Personal Trainer.
Every time, the look they would give me as if to say, were you f**kâŚ.
Or Iâd get the usual response, what the f**k happenedâŚ
Each time Iâd laugh, but it would kill me inside as Iâd ask myself the same question.
What the f**k did happen?
See, day by day you donât notice a difference.
The s**t food, drink, social occasions, meals out and so on.
Day by day youâre so unaware of it.
Until there's a moment when reality hits you square in the face.
Maybe a mirror angle when you come out of the shower, a picture on a night out
OR
For lads, you can no longer see your Johnson when youâre sitting on the toiletâŚ
Whatever it is, it hits you hard.
And youâll realise that all of the years you were sedentary, eating a load of s**t and drinking every weekendâŚ
It wasnât really worth it when you end up feeling this way about yourself years later.
So take this message to do something about it now, while you still can đ