30/10/2016
Something I felt like sharing (and I encourage you to comment).
For quite some time I've been wondering what am I:
Neptunian?
Because I have a Pisces ascendant and the ruler Neptune at the MC squaring my Sun.
Or maybe Plutonian?
I have 5 planets in the 8th house (analogically attributed to Scorpion who's ruler is Pluto) two of which are Moon conjunct Jupiter in Scorpion. Plus, Saturne the ruler of my North Node also in the 8th house.
But if speaking of Saturne than maybe this is what I am- Sturniane?
Because I have Saturne in Libra (it's exaltation sign), conjunct Mercure and Pluto in the 8th house. And My North Node is in Capricorne who's ruler is.....yes, Saturne.
It would be pretentious of me if I had said that I have resolved this inner astrological dilemme once and for all. However, while lying on the mattress near my capricorne baby (beloved Louise) I've had a mini Popcorn- my thoughts started fuming in my head into a "!!!" moment.
I remember that as a little girl I always wanted to turn 30 Years old. In that naïve head of mine life seemed to start at 30. And when I finally turned 30 I gave birth to my second child (the same little sleeping capricorne) and here was my renaissance. When people ask for my age I stall a little not because I am ashamed to admit but because I know I am thirty already ( :)) just not quite sure "and what?". Because the important part is that I am finally Thirty! I've had Saturne returned to me. Finally life started for me!
So, maybe I am Saturnian after all (otherwise, how can a person right in the head, and I do consider myself as right-headed, wants to be thirty when she is 6?!).
But then again, my Saturne story was severely Plutonian with the renaissance theme. Or maybe this is just my Saturne Pluto conjunction which finally has a more creative outcome than just the usual control freak?
