26/04/2026
My old badge from my early HEMA days close to more than 3 decades ago, sadly the paperwork was not sent to HQ and was not registered properly, so it is not officially recognized and not registered due to the lack of paperwork, despite having paid a lot of money to be able to train full time Escrima and HEMA for a year. But the badge was back then the proof of being a member of the guild and only given to members and those who taught a class in HEMA, at the Wing Tsun Escrima Latosa HQ club for all of Scandinavia.
It was a an offer for the unemployed that was free and paid by the state, but I had a full time job but I cut a deal for paying for the training and not officially be registered for having completed the 1 year course. I was the only one who showed up for evening training as I had changed my work schedule to be able to train as much as possible. I am not the kind of person who cares about diploma and belts, I am doing it to become better in what I train and not for the status.
Sword and buckler was my favorite sparring weapons, I didn't follow the medieval HEMA manuscripts i99, but used them as separate independent weapons, if one of them parried the other would attack, kind of like double sticks, spada y daga, single hand sword and buckler as a crushing blunt bone breaker. With 2 handed swords i followed the old manuscripts but If I ended in a bind, I would apply pressure to sneak in a stab or a cut by changing the position of my torso and other sneaky tricks from knife fighting experience.
This is where I have my foundation in HEMA by learning from the system that John Waller founded and his son Jonathan has evolved together with Master Steve Tappin from the beginning.
A lot of sparring experience with really good training partners helped me to evolve faster, despite being a dangerous approach sparring with steel swords with no protection gear with a lot of pressure, it gives a natural fear of not getting hit that you become used to with time. Accident were often but not deadly or with permanent injuries, but it was scary to see your training buddy falling to his knees while screaming and the blood pouring from a wound in his face that was not visible until after the screaming stopped. I have been stabbed with daggers into my glasses and bounced to my forehead and left a stab wound, even swords have bounced on my glasses that have a titanium frame and saved my eyes so many times.
Except for a single accident after 45 minutes of sparring with a high intensity after training with my favorite sparring buddy, the opponents sword bounced from my buckler into my forearm, that freaked me out as it connected hard with the bones and it felt like it was on inside, all I could see was a huge cut and assumed it was on inside and went into chock as I was told it would be game over for me. That everyone runned around in panic shouting that I was going to die didn't help me, but one of the instructors was fast and lifted up my hand and bandaged it, and got a taxi to take me to the ER immediately. Luckily the deep stab was on outside of the forearm and required only 4 stitches.
I don't mind that this kind of accidents happen, but not the nurse in the ER that screamed at me that she refused to carry me as I was going into chock, she didn't want to give any pain medication to not screw up the diagnose that was pretty simple, stab wound from a sword, having to wait almost 3 hours with an intense throbbing pain was unnecessary suffering, as they didn't monitored if I was bleeding so much that I could have died, they didn't care about how extremely painful it was.
The doctor that stitched me up had been awake for over 2 days and was very tired, I nearly passed out a lot of times from the pain as it was not a straight stab wound but Y shaped as the swords were pretty banged up.
I don't believe that it would have made any difference if I was given something against the pain, as the day after it hurted again a lot, as the local pain medication had lost its effect and I had to attend a weekend seminar with knife fighting a week later and hoped that the stitches wouldn't be ripped off, so for once I had protection on my left forearm. I received a comment of thanks for going easy, but it was for protecting the stitches that were not even a week old and needed another week to heal properly.
I am not known to be sensitive to pain and have the opposite reputation of being the toughest man on the planet, which is no longer me and is a label that gives more problems than benefits. But I would say that my best student who became the master, Morten Juhl Agerfeldt is the one who deserves that title now, and he has surpassed me in different skillset, so I can proudly say that he is my combat laboratory Kratos Combatives best practicioner.
He was always younger, stronger and faster than me, but I had a lot more experience with fighting with a blade, a lot of different traps that I could surprise him with, but I told him every tactics, fakes, counters, counters to counter, all the trick I knew, as I wanted to find solutions for my own best tactics that I didn't share to anyone else, only to a few people to become better by exposing myself to my own most effective attacks and combos.
I would never have becomed so much better if it wasn't for having him as my training partner and was willing to go all the way, no matter how painful and hard it was, fighting multiple opponents as much as possible, when ever it was possible taught us a lot new things. This is true no matter what kind of martial arts systems you train or what kind of sport you practice.
The only way to evolve is to have a good training partner, even better if he is stronger and faster and a well trained martial artist on a high level and open to new ideas, but not so open minded that his brain falls off the head into a hole of BS martial arts, claiming to have discovered the ultimate truth and are echo chambers.
My old EHCG badge from my early HEMA days over 2 decades ago, sadly the paperwork was not sent to HQ and was not registered properly, so it is not officially recognized and registered due to the lack of paperwork, despite having paid a lot of money to be able to train full time Escrima and HEMA for a year. It was a an offer for the unemployed that was free, but I had a full time job but I cut a deal for paying for the training and not officially be registered for having completed the 1 year course. I was the only one who showed up for evening training as I had changed my work schedule to be able to train as much as possible. I am not the kind of person who cares about diploma and belts, I am doing it to become better in what I train and not for the status.
Sword and buckler was my favorite sparring weapons, I didn't follow the medieval HEMA manuscripts i99, but used them as separate independent weapons, if one of them parried the other would attack, kind of like double sticks. 2 handed swords i followed the old manuscripts but If I ended in a bind, I would apply pressure to sneak in a stab or a cut by changing the position of my torso and other sneaky tricks from knife fighting experience. Staff is also an interesting weapon that I used to test if I could hit so hard that I could disarm my opponent, I only managed to push them into positions where they barely could hold it in one hand in a stretched out position, I never managed to make them lose it. Maybe if I had more patience I could have come closer to my goal, but there is the risk of getting trapped by clever opponent and being set up for failure.
This is where I have my foundation in HEMA by learning from the system that John Waller founded and his son Jonathan has evolved together with master Steve Tappin from the beginning. I discovered things that I had wondered about in Joachim Meyer book Art of War, the response to my questions about their weird stance was it was due to the pants and shoes, but I later discovered from learning footwork with knife that it is the fastest way to move forward and back, to the sides with triangular footwork.
A lot of sparring experience with really good training partners helped me to evolve faster, despite being a dangerous approach with no protection gear and it gives a natural fear of not getting hit that you become used to with time. Fighting with protection gear was even more fun as all the obscure techniques had become reflexes, that surprised me that they felt so natural to do.
Except for the accident after 45 minutes of sparring with a high intensity, and the opponents sword bounced from my buckler into my forearm, that freaked me out as it connected hard with the bones and it felt like it was on inside, all I could see was a huge cut and assumed it was on inside and went into chock as I was told it would be game over for me. Luckily it was on outside and required only 4 stitches.
I don't mind that this kind of accidents happen, but not the nurse in the ER that screamed at me that she refused to carry me as I was going into chock, she didn't want to give any pain medication to not screw up the diagnose that was pretty simple, stab wound from a sword, having to wait almost 3 hours with an intense throbbing pain was unnecessary suffering, as they didn't monitored if I was bleeding so much that I could have died, they didn't care about how much painful it was.
I am not known to be sensitive to pain and have the opposite reputation of being the toughest man on the planet, which is no longer me but I would say that my student who became the master, Morten Agerfelt "Popeye" from the Kolding Combatives, the local Kratos Combatives Laboratory is the one who deserves that title now, he has surpassed me in different skillset, so I can proudly say that he is Kratos Combatives best practicioner.
I have spent more time with perfecting combat shooting, while Popeye has refined his skills with Kalis Illustrissimo. We choose different paths to what we feel is the best way for us individually, not by a system from above that fits all, as we all are unique but share common interests and views that also are beyond martial arts, science that makes us understand everything better and our common interests in bhuddist traditions, mainly the Tibetan.
When training killing science I believe that it is necessary to have a moral compass and nurture it to not become a monster, but to have one that only shows up when it is triggered by pain from an attack, hellbent on annihilation of your enemies.
I have learned to control my hidden monster and can shut it down if it is just an as***le who hurts the others that they are training with, last time I was going to annihilate a person who took revenge on others for his failures and deliberately injured them, so I had to exclude him and punished him for his actions with a soft smack stick enough, by having him try to defend himself against the same 2 simple attacks, a forehand and backhand strike with soft smack sticks, to the point of when the other who had his nose smashed returned from the bathroom and stopped the bleeding, he didn't feel the need for revenge.
I gave him a last chance and he screwed it up again and while he was sure that the technique I was teaching was not realistic, despite being used in greco-roman wrestling, Practical Wing Chun, a lot of FMA systems, silat styles and other martial arts. I asked him if he was wearing a cup to protect his balls, he tried to resist as much as possible, but a very low intensity kick to his cup and a underhook with head control throw spinned him so fast and while I was furious and almost in killing mode, but as soon as he landed safely I laughed at him and it took me back to a normal relaxed state of mind, in just a few seconds.