02/29/2024
From Anxious Nerd, to Toxic Pl***oy, to Spirituality to FINALLY finding PEACE & JOY with Jesus Christ & a Christ-centered Marriage.
Here is my story:
Going on a journey on my first love to becoming a professional athlete in soccer and wrestling, I was met with DEBILITATING chronic pain. This was a crucible, a refining fire, like to the trials faced by Job, testing my faith and resilience. I was however NOT with God or Christ at this point in my life.
I sought purpose and answers in education and the medical paradigm, PLAGUED by social anxiety and pain. Pursuing a path to become a doctor followed by a masters-phd in biomedical engineering. Only to drop out after seeing the FALSEHOODS in the social system/matrix and my pain amplifying.
I then FELL & escaped into the HEDONISTIC LIFESTYLE, taken by LUST, influenced by โgameโ, โpick-upโ, cold-approach, social circle game, red pill, RSD. I became a prodigal son, a toxic pl***oy, deciphering the enigma of attracting women, finally mastering it, and soon found myself mentoring men who sought the same.
I felt a sense of LIBERATION, POWER and narcissistic CONFIDENCE, becoming a toxic alpha. I was kinda like King Solomon, who had all the wealth, wisdom, and women, yet found it all to be โVANITY. I became a local celebrity, with popularity and fame. Many men aspired to be like me, DESIRING my life.
However, this was a fleeting solace. The PAIN INTENSIFIED, the SHAME and GUILT accumulated, kinda like David's guilt after his sin with Bathsheba.
I sought TRUTH and answers in SPIRITUALITY, becoming a conscious man or DIVINE MASCULINE. I was like the Israelites, who turned to other gods, seeking solace in false idols. I dated a female shaman in the jungle, facilitated ceremonies, experimented with ayahuasca, DMT, BUFO, KAMBO, mushrooms, biohacking. I delved into law of attraction, shadow work, reality creation, meditation, masculine and feminine polarity, inner child work, energy work, Buddhism, Taoism.
FEELING what some would call ENLIGHTENMENT and AWAKENINGโฆ it didnโt last. I eventually realized it was ALL A SHAM, a spiritual NEW AGE heavily based on sin, satan, and distortion of the truth - a FALSE LIGHT! It was like the Tower of Babel, a human attempt to reach God, but ultimately leading to CONFUSION and DESPAIR.
Then, I was SAVED by God's grace, much like the prodigal son returning home. I came to CHRIST and embraced BIBLICAL MANHOOD.
I shifted my VISION and MISSION to RESTORING THE FAMILY UNIT, and this involves restoring men in their relationship leadership and capacity to find & attract the woman God has planned for them. Like Nehemiah rebuilding the walls of Jerusalem. I now help men attract their God-given wife by integrating biblical and psychological truth, mastering masculine-feminine dynamics, emotional intelligence, and relationship skills, all from a biblical foundation.
I am privileged to share my TESTIMONY here, and continue to spread the TRUTH and share my gifts/talents/lessons and experience. I am honored of being in the position to HELP OTHER MEN CREATE their BIBLICAL-BASED DREAM MARRIAGE. Like Paul, I am not ashamed of the gospel, for it is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes.
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๐๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐๐ต๐ต๐ณ๐ข๐ค๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ & ๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ต๐ด๐ฉ๐ช๐ฑ ๐๐ณ๐ค๐ฉ๐ช๐ต๐ฆ๐ค๐ตโฃ
๐๐ฏ๐ต๐ฆ๐จ๐ณ๐ข๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ณ๐ถ๐ต๐ฉ & ๐๐ด๐บ๐ค๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ญ๐ฐ๐จ๐บโฃ
๐๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฏ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ณ ๐ฐ๐ง ๐๐ช๐ฃ๐ญ๐ช๐ค๐ข๐ญ ๐๐ข๐ด๐ค๐ถ๐ญ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐๐ค๐ข๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ฎ๐บโฃ
-๐๐ช๐ค๐ฉ๐ข๐ฆ๐ญ ๐๐ณ๐บ๐ฏ๐ฌ๐ถ๐ด
