01/08/2022
I'm back!!! Truth is, I was a bit lost. I was finding it difficult to bring positivity or anything of value to this page. I was angry, frustrated and burnt the hell out from driving around this country💆🏽♀️
Social media makes it difficult to be yourself.
People want authenticity, but everything perfected
They want honest talk, but you can't be too open
People can be complicated if you are requiring permission. But we're not suppose to waiting until it's ok with others to show sides of failure, doubt or even stress.
I'm not saying bare it all but truth is, this last 2 years has effected EVERYONE! Yes in different ways but that is entirely up to is, after the storm happened. So we may need some time to gain our footing, rethink old goals or solidify new ones.
I went back to survivor mode, went quiet, removed some people that weren't good for me and opened my eyes to who some really are. It was painful and freeing at the same time.
Tonight I made it to the gym.... Not the first time since coming to the US but the first time that my mind was there, and I worked hard and I have a firm goal for the first time in a over a year!!
If you haven't found your way yet with this new normal, be patient with yourself, be kind and at the same time require more from yourself. Everybody is focused on their own s**t... You need to fight for you cause at the end of the day, the effort you put in is all that matters 🙏🏽