18/02/2026
I’m about to get REAL real with you guys!! I have been struggling both mentally, physically and emotionally! If you don’t know I’ve pretty much been sick since November and because of that my energy has been zonked and exercising is pretty much the last thing I have wanted to do these days! Which is very ironic because we all know how much I LOVE to do it!! The scale keeps going up and my energy keeps going down! My dark nemesis has always been food and those evil and dark voices have slowly crept their way back into me. Eat it, it will make you feel good, eat it and all your problems will go away! WRONG!! It just brings a whole new plate of problems! I told you I was going to be real and I HATE the person I see in this photo, I HATE how tight my clothes have become! I HATE that I only have enough energy to get me through the day! I HATE, I HATE, I HATE!! Ironic during my ride today that my instructor says “when someone asks about you do you think your friend says oh you know the chubby one? Or the double chin? Or flabby stomach? NO they describe you as kind, determined, energetic! YOU are the only one who shames your body. YOU are the only one who sees yourself this way! So I need your help…. Please, if you’ve made it this far through this self shaming post, please drop me below something you would use to describe me that has ABSOLUTELY nothing to do with the way I look! I need some positive vibes peeps! Help a girl out 🙏 ❤️🙏❤️