11/12/2021
It’s ok to have bad days.
This week I have been battling my demons. I have felt overwhelming anxious over little things and I’ve been doing my best to push it aside and keep going, but the problem is the more I did that the more it built up.
So much to the point that I finally broke.
I’ve been blaming my mood on allergies and the time change, but really my body was just asking for a break.
I’ve been so nonstop with some things that I’ve forgotten to take a second to take care of myself, all the things I pushed aside that I haven’t wanted to deal with surfaced and I ended up taking a full mental health day yesterday.
It was a time for me to reflect and realize that it’s ok not to be ok, and that life can be stressful and though I don’t want that to consume me, I’m allowed to feel it.
Not every day will be a great one, but we have a choice to turn it around and learn from it.
I’ve learnt that I need to voice my emotions more and come to terms with some of the stressors in my life. A lot has changed the last few months and I don’t think I’ve quite adjusted but I’m getting the hang of it. Working on being more organized and centred is my goal the next while.
How are you adjusting to this time of year ?