12/06/2023
Friday the 16th of June marks 12 months since I finished cancer treatment and proudly walked out of the hospital with my creepy mesh mask! (I still haven’t decided what to do with it… Suggestions are welcome👻🤣)
It’s strange reflecting back on this time, because I was the most calm and positive person I’ve ever been, despite the chaos that surrounded me.
When you forfeit control of your circumstances, you have no choice but to look for the best in life, and to disregard the rest.
I was a bright spark, and although I never want to revisit that place, I’ve been trying to bring that energy into my life after cancer.
The last 12 months have been a wild ride to say the least, and no one prepares you for life after cancer. I struggled to fit back into a mould of the “Old Shelley” but I soon realised that she doesn’t exist anymore.
Some cancer survivors say that they mourn the loss of their former self, and have to start with a clean slate by loving, accepting, and learning to understand their new body and mind. I didn’t really feel this until recently and it’s an ongoing journey.
It’s never too late to take a step back and reevaluate your dreams, aspirations, where you invest your energy, and to make positive changes that reflect the kind of person you want to be. 💕
After all, we only get one shot at life, so why not live out your full potential? (Or proudly fail trying!) ✌🏼
Release things that don’t fulfil you, chase your dreams, and love fearlessly. In my opinion, there’s no other way. ✨
I sometimes catch myself thinking, “What would Shelley during cancer say?” She’d find happiness wherever she could, release the negativity and trust that the universe will take care of you. ❤️
The most important thing I’ve learned is staying true to myself, because at my core I haven’t changed, I’ve just experienced another season. 🌻
I feel like a new chapter starting again, and I can’t wait to find that old spark and bring it with me into the next chapter. 🔥