25/10/2023
We all have s**t!! However, the girl in this pic is making a comeback....
But can a personal trainer have s**t??
This year for me has possibly been the s**ttiest of s**t s**t s**t years EVER!
BUT I have gotten up everyday, I put on a smile and get on with it. I am not saying it is as simple as that and it most certainly has not been. I have wanted to crawl into a cave and hibernate, climb a giant mountain and scream, sink to the bottom of the beautiful ocean and never come up, run away to an island where there is no one but me.... you get my drift!!
I don't need to get into why it has been so s**t, I am not a believer in sharing my innermost problems for all the world to know, those nearest and dearest to me know and they're the only people that need know.
BUT I did get up everyday thinking, 'That was it and today will be better!!'
Soooo... life IS s**t sometimes!! I allowed my s**t to be an excuse to not look after myself properly. I stopped training... a personal trainer who doesn't train... WTF. I stopped being social, isolated myself, even one of my favourite things to do in the world, Halloween, became a chore. ( it most certainly isn't this past week, I am so excited and have 30kg of Lollies arriving tomorrow to bag ready for Tuesday 🍭🎃👻🖤🐈⬛️🕸🕷)
I wasn't necessarily eating s**t, like I wasn't eating takeout cause that s**t is expensive!! But I was overeating and found comfort in chocolate, a lot of chocolate 🤣
I'll admit though, I am one of those people that believes a trainer should look like they train.... is this train of thought politically correct according to today's societal standards?? I don't know, but I believe that "I" should.
Last week was what I'm telling myself the last of nearly an entire year of s**t!! So I messaged a beautiful friend and asked if she'd train with me and we got 3 awesome sessions in, then her bloody work got in the way🤣🤣 just kidding, our schedules just haven't matched up again.
Fast forward to today and I've told myself enough is enough. Back to training myself and dropping a few of these unwanted kilo's that seemed to come from nowhere 🍫🍫🍫🍫🍫 🍫 🤷🏻♀️
Continued in comments.