04/05/2021
Before this journey, I was constantly fatigued, and bloated. I hated my self image, having suffered from acne most of my teenage and adult life. I ate too much, drank too much, and put myself down too much. I constantly sabotaged potential relationships before they could even get started because of anxiety. I was feeling uninspired in life and completely stressed out in my career. I was going down a path where all I did was live for the weekend and live for everyone else but myself.
At the beginning of my “awakening”, a lady said something to me that really opened my eyes.
I was feeling depressed at the thought of getting back into the start of the week. She looked at me and said, why waste 1/7 of your life having the Sunday blues? Every day should be equal, every day should be an opportunity for fun and adventure.
I’ve met many people on my path that imparted golden nuggets of wisdom like this to me or helped me in some other magical way.
Every single situation I was in or person I met, were all part of my path. The path that was leading me to better mental, physical, emotional and spiritual health. I was led to a better lifestyle, a new country and given an opportunity to carry out my dharma of supporting others along this journey through breathwork and coaching.
I spent a lot of time working through layers and layers of limitations, that I had carried around with me for many years. Perhaps there are many more layers to come, but each time something crops up, I now get excited to shift it so that I can move forward into the light being I always sensed I was in my moments of darkness.
I guess what I’m trying to say is, I’m truly grateful that I never gave up when it was all I wanted to do at times. And I’m grateful for all those magical people and situations that made me notice the bigger picture of what was to come. I know now that I’ve a resilience inside of me that will never let me give up no matter how tough the lessons get!
If you ever feel like giving up, just know that there is an everlasting light inside of you, waiting for you to take the time to notice and nurture it!