01/09/2026
I feel a bit lost being back at the gym today.
I have been sick for over a week.
Haven’t trained properly in 2 weeks.
Missed out on doing the Coffs fun run (that was the goal I had set with a friend back in February).
Layla broke her wrist at school.
Quietly dealing with family stuff.
And I have finished up with the coach I was working with, so now I’m going to do my own programming but my brain has major decision fatigue at the moment.
It’s really hard to show up for people when you feel like you’re running on empty 🪫
We have our very first holiday as a family of 3 coming up which I am VERY excited for. In the 8 years I have worked for myself I haven’t had a ‘proper’ break. Always working over Christmas and the holiday periods because taking time off when you work for yourself is a lot more complicated.
I genuinely LOVE my job & it feels my cup - but the longer I do this the more I learn that doesn’t mean that it doesn’t drain me at times either. I can’t please everyone all the time and I can’t always be there when they need me - and as a reformed people pleaser, this is difficult to admit.
But I plan on doing this for the long run so like anything in life, my approach needs to be a sustainable one 🌱
I just wanted to share the real, the raw and hopefully the relatable stuff because at the end of the day, we’re all human 💛