09/08/2024
LONG STORY - But if you're a big soft drink lover, this will be worth your time.
For some context before reading, this was done by my client Jo, who has lost more than 10kg since starting together.
Hereâs a little about me. Iâm 49 years old and had a stroke about 2 years ago which shook me more that I would have expected. Yes, I was overweight, yes, I had high cholesterol, yes, my triglycerides were high, and my liver function tests were sky high. I had been told I had a fatty liver - Somehow though, with all good intent, a nice moderate diet wasnât cutting it. I still had a big demon I needed to rid myself of (one of a few mind you, but this was a âbiggieâ for me.)
For me it was diet soft drink. Particularly Pepsi Max or No Sugar coke/Diet coke. Anything âdiet,â black and fizzy was my vice! It was my default drink. Iâd feel thirsty â have a diet coke. Wake up in the morning and know I needed two-three litres of fluid a day â Iâd make that up in diet soft drink. In my mind, diet versions were better than full sugar versions if I wanted to lose weight â surely! When I had not drunk this stuff earlier in life, for like a few days, I would lose weight, so that was on the back of my mind, but the problem for me, was that this stuff is SO EASY TO ACCESS!!!! You donât have to go more than about a 5-minute drive â if that, near where I live in suburbia, to be able to get some. Petrol stations, supermarkets, caffes, restaurants, fast food drive throughs, vending machines etc. etc. etc.
I identified that I was addicted, and not just one way but a few. Chemically addicted for sure. Iâd even love hearing the âpshhhhhâ as Iâd open the can or bottle. The taste was blissful, and something I would crave if I didnât have some ATLEAST two or three times a day. Half a day without would create a headache. I work night shifts in a hospital, so the caffeine (I guess) was my âgo-toâ, to get through the night. My habit was to stop at the petrol station on the way to work and pick up a couple of cans to get through the night (2 for $3.50 at the time, not bad right?) Unfortunately, I met my little friend at work too, the Vending machine. Iâd often crave a third or a fourth, so with only a minuteâs walk from my workstation, the temptation became not just a temptation, but just like trip to the kitchen to fill a glass of water. While I was at that vending machine, hey, there were chocolates and chips available there too, so hmm, to get one or two of those two was not unusual. There I was with my gold coins, to pop in and press for another can. If youâre mentally adding this up, thatâs about $10 â so far! But then maybe another can would âfallâ into my hands. Well-meaning work colleagues or friends would have some to offer. Iâd go to a restaurant for a dinner, thereâs another one (or two.) Water? What was that? NEVER drank it. It didnât give the buzz I was now addicted to from the soft drink. Why choose water when this stuff was really, just as easy to access, and not especially expensive individually. Some bottled water is more expensive. When I sat and reflected on the expenditure on it, it got to about $15 - $20 dollars at least a day that I would Working night shifts, the time of day I would drink it became inconsequential to me. 0500 in the morning â no matter, âI work night shift!â a day off? 1000am, thirsty, well, âI work night shift, itâs hard to change your body clock, so I âneed it!â It was a problem.
Did I mention that even a well-respected organisation that offers diet plans stated it was ok to have up to a couple of cans a day? Even the âgood guysâ were approving of it as a drink! (Albeit, I will admit, in moderation.) Yes, I had seen some research to suggest all the negatives about it. Weight gain, aspartame related consequences etc etc. I had heard all before. ButâŚ. even this diet programme by this organisation that is well respected amongst the many, said âIt was ok!â (In moderate amounts.) So, in my addiction, I heard that louder than the negative side effects.
Enter my ever-faithful Health Coach Josh. Having realised it was a problem, I confessed just how much it was a problem for me. We looked at it openly and honestly, (the only way to go,) and he said though itâs not too problematic, on its own, to have a glass - on the rare occasion - when you canât control itâŚâthatâs when it becomes a problem.â That was me. My hands went up on that one. IT WAS A PROBLEM. I no longer had the excuse that even the most respected diet programs âallowed it.â I couldnât go without it, and that was when and why it had become âa problem.â
So, what did I do to overcome it? I remember Josh giving the good advice to take on a âwhole foods dietary intake this week,â one day. Kind of separately from this all, but still as part of it. Everything I consumed was to be from scratch, nothing processed. While I panicked a little about what that might mean initially - e.g., was milk processed? I knew that diet cola was certainly not âwhole foods based.â I committed to this idea of whole foods only, so, no diet soft drink for me. It was a decision to stop - and accountability. I had also confessed this addiction in a group call with Josh and another participant of his. Accountability meant that I was now going to have to answer to others if I did not remain committed to this.
I discovered, that, I could choose alternatives. I could choose water for example. Or I could choose a nice cup of herbal tea (which I do like.) Having a choice was secretly liberating in a way. I didnât really give myself a choice before. It was always just diet colas. I had my first glass of water, and that was a nice change. It wasnât that bad after all. It felt so much better in my gut too. No longer were these nasty chemicals eating away at the lining of my stomach. My gut health eventually improved. I will say, there was some pretty funky toilet experiences initially as my body was ridding itself of all the toxins, I had allowed my body to consume. Never had I experienced the noises and sensations coming from my body â but I knew it was a good thing. The scales showed some reduction in weight too. (YAY!) My purse had some extra change in it (which is always a blessing,) as I had not popped those two- or three-dollar coins in the vending machine at a time. I remember feeling the car pull towards my usual petrol station (cola purchasing outlet,) and reminding myself, âoh, I donât have a need to pull in here â wow!â Even the pull to the vending machine at work! I felt the pull from what I guess was pure habit. This lasted for several weeks. I refilled my now new water bottle with the filter tap at work and enjoyed it. I would make a cup of tea for myself and my colleagues and enjoy it. I was set on âwhole foods onlyâ and was increasingly feeling better in my gut for it. My stomach didnât feel squelchy or tight or bloated. I also noticed that I tasted food a bit differently. I enjoyed the flavour of food more. I felt the food I was eating being more wholesome. I wasnât craving the sweet foods nearly as much. Fruit was my âcandy,â and gave me all the sugary stuff my body wanted and needed.
A week passed, then two, three and now I guess what is about 6 months later, dread the thought of going near it. Mostly out of fear I will get back in a habit, but Iâm ok with that. Itâs had a profound impact on my cognition, memory alertness, gut health, and finances. Itâs also had the benefit of allowing me to realise, if I can break that addiction, I can achieve pretty much anything. An example is now participating in Park Runs, which I never imagined I could do ... also good for my health and wellbeing. Sorry manufacturers of these drinks, but you wonât be receiving my custom any time soon. Should it be banned altogether, and no one drink ever? No, Iâm not suggesting that. But if you canât control it, ITâS A PROBLEM!
Did I experience cravings? Yes, of course I did. More so compulsions though. The pull to the vending machine and the petrol stations was quite strong. The psychological and physiological craving of the taste of that caffeine and effervescence was there for a while, but that was because in terms of liquids, thatâs all my body ended up knowing. I didnât experience many headaches as I ensured I was drinking enough alternatives in its place. I had a little pride in knowing I had gotten through another day without it, which also helped. YAY!
Now I donât feel the need for it all, Iâm not craving it. Iâm not feeling the pull to the vending machine or petrol station, or to get that carton from the supermarket thatâs a lot cheaper per can than through a vending machine. I love this thing called âchoice,â in what I can drink. I enjoy my food more, losing weight, saving âcola money,â and reaping the benefits in gut and brain health. It has been a âwin-winâ in all ways and am so grateful for the support I have received along the way. Thanks, Josh, for being my main cheer leader and provider of the advice I needed, that worked for me. I thank me too, for having the courage to admit my addiction and conquer it. My body thanks you. Farewell addiction, hello new sense of well-being!