29/01/2022
I want to tell you what happened to me today.
Someone said to me “wow you’re so tanned but it’s a shame you’re not in better shape, you’d look so good if you lost a bit more weight.”
I was horrified. I felt mad, I was offended.
I haven’t tracked my calories in almost 2 months now. But I don’t mind. For the first time in my life, I’m happy with my life, my health is better because I’m more educated, armed with knowledge of what to avoid for better gut health, how much sleep serves me well etc. I’m good.
I still have goals, I’m not perfect and I don’t want to be. My goals are to ensure my lower back is healthy, and I’m PROACTIVELY strengthening supporting muscles to avoid injury. And to also maintain higher levels of energy so I can box once a week 🥊
I’m going to name and shame the person who said that horrible comment.
It was me.
It was the doubts in my mind, the thought of what someone else might think. But that thought that I had, the doubt had no evidence to be true. It wouldn’t stand in the court of law
I used to view myself in this light all the time. Yes all the time.
I’m good now. I’m healthy, I’m happy. I’m wealthy in health. I’m not the ‘goal scale weight’ because I actually don’t have a goal weight related to gravity anymore.
Stay tuned for the delivery of all the info you’ll ever need to feel like this.
Even my journey on how to not carry the weight of that internal head noise, the imposter in my head.
Invest in yourself, forever.