15/02/2023
Hi 👋 so I’ve been off social media for about 6 months now after I had a spiritual awakening during a Breathwork session in August.
Even if my posts look quite happy and joyful on here, the past 2 years I’ve been to hell and back. I can’t blame the pandemic, it was a blessing to force me onto a path that I’ve lost sight of for so long. I won’t go into details but I can say this: social media isn’t showing the whole story of anyone’s life. I struggle so much from hidden mental disabilities. And even if I’ve done lots of deep inner work I still often go into panic and fear. It was a very lonely road but I’m now surrounded by so much love and I feel it is my mission now to start sharing my true story and help others heal. The past couple years I’ve gone through losing everything I thought was me, watching my life work fall apart completely. Pre-pandemic I was on a speed train that wouldn’t stop for anything. And when that crashed and burned, everything I knew shattered to infinity and I’m still picking up broken pieces.
I’m always trying to look at the positive side of things, because when we start identifying with fear, it becomes a reality and we can not be conscious in a fear state. I’m at a crossroads and I know this next step is to share my journey with others.
I chose to go back on socials today, not to use it as a way to run away from myself, but as a channel to share my wisdom, strength and hope, to others that suffer in silence the way I used to. (And still do sometimes) if I can help just one soul out there, that’s enough for me.
My passion right now is to help and guide those who struggle to fit into them norm and the constructs of an artificial society, those who suffers from addictions or those having a loved one suffering from addiction, and for mothers with kids on the spectrum, and I want to be a spokesperson for other neurodiverse adults with adhd, autism, PDA and CPTSD. There are ways to heal and I can help. ❤️
Watch this space, I’m in the process of making a new website and meeting place for us. ❤️❤️❤️