05/10/2020
FEAR! For so long I have had so much fear in me over many things and it takes hold of you and can freeze you for a while.... Last year I faced a few of my fears and this year has been no different, I have vowed to myself I will try my hardest and give the things I have always wanted to do a go, even during a pandemic. I have loved but also been scared to push myself out of my comfort zone. It is not a natual thing for me to do. I have had a lot of help along the way but mainly I found the spark inside me to motivate myself. Now, some of my fears my not be like yours we all face different challenges in life and that is the beauty in being human. So far, I faced the fear of heights, small steps but I have climbed Pages Pinnacle and scaled the rough rocks to get to that amazing view over Hinze Dam. I faced my fear of pain with getting my first tattoo and I completely love the meaning behind it and the work of the artist. I have overcome the fear of my past mistakes, no one is perfect. I have defiantly tried to do my best but people make mistakes and we learn from them. This is called growth, and it is beautiful. I am sure if you are reading this you have realized at some point you have or will do or say something that you cannot take back but that does not mean you have to pay for it for the rest of your life. Learn, forgive, grow, teach. Now I am facing my fear of exercise, that's right I was afraid of the thought that I would have no energy if I exercised regularly, I know what you are thinking. What? Not sure why I thought this and it couldn't be further from the truth! I have so much more energy and even with some medical conditions such as low iron, Irritable Bowel Syndrome and Bipolar, that suck a lot of my energy, I feel like consistent fitness routine has for the majority helped improve these illnesses immensely. Of course, IBS and Bipolar are not curable and I will suffer from these from time to time, but they are manageable. What are you afraid of? I really want to know! π€ peace & love Bunny βπΌππ° Sarah Elizabeth Bunyan