20/07/2022
I am God…
And so are you!
You see what spirituality teaches us, is that God is not an external being… It is a STATE OF BEING 🙏✨
Spirituality teaches us that God is everything.
Now if God is everything and you are something then surely are you not God?
In my story I didn’t choose to seek out spirituality…
Spirituality sought out me!
You see I lost my brother 11 years ago and the first 10 of those years I spent numb to that very fact…
But on Karl’s 10 year anniversary I was confronted with a realisation
That the buried grief was coming out whether I liked it or not
So I had to ask myself a difficult question
- Am I going to deal with this NOW or drag it with me for the REST OF MY LIFE?
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So I called my boss immediately and told him to clear my calendar!
I had a mission to complete and I gave myself a year to complete that mission!
The mission started with a question
- Where the heck did my brother go and what is the purpose of this thing we call Life? ✨
So I sold all of my material possessions and got a pup to assist me on my way 🐻❄️
I spent 6 months living a life of merely satisfying my needs and not my wants whilst simultaneously taking time to get to know as many new people as possible
And actually REALLY getting to know them by choosing to immediately be vulnerable… and I would stand in amazement with how vulnerable they were in return…
My 86 year old spiritual teacher explained to me that the reason I was feeling grief was because grief is just love plus absence. And that the reason I was feeling his absence was because I wasn’t…
- Thinking about him
- Talking about him
- Talking to him
Now I knew that the first 2 would be uncomfortable but achievable 😂
But for me - talking TO him seemed impossible!
But I decided at the start of this mission I was going to say YES at every available opportunity…
So on one of the most difficult nights of my life, I started my communication 🎙
This is the story of my Spiritual Awakening, my commitment to becoming my Highest Self and what he has said in return 🙏✨