13/07/2020
2018 felt like a dream year. Since a young boy watching win gold at the comm games at the MCG. I knew this may be my one chance in my life to run a major competition in my home country. I had 4 commonwealth Games b qualifiers however to make the com games team I would need to win the final race of the year nationals. ⠀
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I was running against the guys I’d looked up to my entire career but I believed it was possible. I had one goal out of this race to put myself in a position where one time during the race I know if I’m good enough I gave myself a chance to win. If I’m not good enough, I’ll get beaten but I’ll know in myself I gave myself that shot. ⠀
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It was all or nothing. ⠀
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One dream, one opportunity of a life time and with 150m to go this chance would come alive for a short 5 seconds I would feel that my dream was about to come to past. ⠀
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This deep desire wouldn’t happen for me. It hurt knowing I came so close. However one thing came out of this race. ⠀
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I knew it was that deep desire that kept me alive. It had fuelled me for the past year through the good times and the bad times when training got tough. It got me way further then I could ever imagine to the fact that I was less then one second away from achieving a dream. ⠀
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Don’t be afraid to go after dreams bigger then yourself. Dreams are simply fuel. The stronger that desire for the dream the more fuel for your journey and you never know one day you might end up getting there and if you fail like me you’ll be proud of yourself for giving it your all.