14/02/2019
Day 98: when it feels like you’re never going to get there, just keep going.
I’m coming to the end of my 100 days journey of desensitisation and happiness. Following some intense pain flares, I won’t lie in that I’ve wondered, ‘why bother’? ‘What has this achieved’?
But when the road ahead looks like it’s never going to end (which it probably won’t for me in terms of chronic pain), it’s important to look back and see how far we’ve come. And when you do, you may find that progress may not necessarily be in the areas you expect - but will be equally as valuable.
I have improved my fitness, I have learned to control my anxiety, I have learned to breathe through the pain barrier and I have opened to my eyes to value of self care and a simple life surrounded my loved ones (near and far).