01/11/2026
HAPPINESS IS: My baby girl having a baby.
I will say though, there’s something no one really prepares you for when your daughter becomes a mother.
Of course, I'm bursting with love, pride, and joy, but I wasn't expecting the rush of all the other emotions.
I'm feeling things shift. The world is so different now. So much information lives right in the palm of her hand. Her husband gets paternity leave. That was unheard of when I was having my babies. There’s a strange feeling of grief in the realization that she won't need me the way I needed my mom.
I SO wish my mom could be here to witness this moment. To see how far my daughter has come since those days spent at grandma's kitchen table. To see her great-grandson. But I also know this sweet boy already carries a piece of her with him.
This last week has been quietly changing and challenging me. It’s reminding me that growth doesn’t always look like adding more or doing more, it can actually mean doing less. Just being present, available, and allowing myself to grow into this new season.
If I'm lucky, when I'm gone, my kids, grands and great grands will be wishing I was still here to witness their miracles too.