12/22/2020
Update on Onyx
So, he will be OFFICIALLY listed tomorrow on the transplant list. Yet again. His heart is too weak...we have had trouble with that heart ever since it was put in. It was rejecting before we ever even left the hospital the first time...
There are going to be more risks involved with the 2nd transplant, though. A 2nd transplant(usually) doesn't last as long as the 1st. (Granted, his first should have lasted him more than 7 months...) Not to mention..this time he will need a MORE SPECIFIC heart. So, even though he will be listed 1A (top of the list) the wait will probably be longer than last time. And we almost lost him last time while we were waiting...the heart LITERALLY came just in time. Now, as of this moment in time...he isn't doing terrible. On a scale of 1-10 he is an 8 right now. BUT...
The transplant coordinator also said that there is a VERY REAL possibility that his condition could decline so fast - that he would no longer be eligible for another transplant. Which at that point..they would send us home and involve Hospice.
Or we could decide to not put him through waiting again. I don't see that happening unless his condition deteriorates...I want my baby to have a fighting chance...I am NOT ready...I need him more than he needs me.
We will be living life DAY BY DAY with no guarantees of tomorrow... The uncertainty is the worst part...
PLEASE KEEP MY SON IN YOUR PRAYERS....
& Merry Christmas/Happy Holidays to everyone reading this.
P.S. As much as I don't want to..I will be making more fundraiser pages to help with our expenses while in the hospital(& even..God forbid if something happens..) I am not asking for anything. If you feel led to, then thank you so much. All that I am asking for.. are prayers.
God Bless,
-The Hebert Family