11/18/2022
It gets good when you stop trying (so hard).
Hold for me here.
As said, you have to get okay with the mundane.
Over the last year I’ve ventured a lot, more so chasing the shiny object of escapism.
& it worked until it didn’t work.
Thriving off chaos, instability, adrenaline of figuring it out.
Running from the s**z needing to be addressed. Or moving onto something new cause it was boring or comfortable. Because it felt safe.
What I’ve grown to know now is that the more you chase the high of the next thing, the worse anything experienced becomes. There’s never satisfaction.
& at some point running gets exhausting.
& at some point there’s no understanding of what you’re going towards.
& at some point as has brought to my awareness is that there’s a twisted side of me that gets off on the rush. Like a game. Like a dopamine boost.
& at some point we shut down our true inner desires. All the things that makes life feel juicy and pleasurable.
So what if you can take that same rush craved & get curious on what it means. & how you can let loose with it?
Imagine letting life be juicy. Imagine letting life wrap you up in the most pleasurable way possible daily.
Imagine feeling so good when your unconscious mind connects with your conscious body.
That my friends is when magic starts to happen more. & if you’re already casting magic daily why not make it even better?
