01/08/2024
I’m on the treadmill listening to a podcast explaining to me that I’m in my flapping season. This has shifted my perspective completely. These past few months, I’ve called this the waiting season. As if I were sitting still, doing nothing and everyone else is doing more than me. I’m not waiting, i’m working. Working to see if I am meant to start at Medical School this year or in the next coming years. Working to see if my body is at full potential to compete again. I’m striving each day to become the best version of myself. It’s hard seeing everyone in their “flight season”. To be completely honest, I find myself becoming jealous of people around me living my dream, looking like my dream physique, etc. God never once called us to compare our lives to others. Comparison will ALWAYS be the thief of joy. I try not to compare myself to others but it’s human nature and it is something I am pushing to do better at. In my life, I have had to go through the unthinkable, I had experienced horrible things at a young age that I never should have. I feel like we often make our situations what we are, but I just wanted to come on here to remind you all that you are not your struggles, your past, or your trauma. You can hold onto these things or you can let go and get rid of that weight. These things will hold you down but when you let go, you can grow and become stronger then learn to fly. We often want so badly to be at certain goals or have certain things, but sometimes it is better to enjoy the path it takes to get there. Whatever season you are in, enjoy it and learn how to grow in this season of your life. Have a great Monday and I am trying to being better at posting like I used to!!
