04/17/2019
When I was younger, I didn’t think I was good at anything 😞
(SWIPE RIGHT FOR YESTERDAYS LEG WORKOUT 🏋🏻♀️)
Okay okay, that’s an exaggeration. But back in high school that’s how I began to feel.
My first year of high school was really hard, I had to deal with loss, betrayal and grief at the age of 14. 😱
This effected who I was going forward, and ended up making high school very difficult for me. While everyone else was doing well in sports or the arts or band or even just academics, I couldn’t manage to keep my mind together. I was constantly having overwhelming feelings of depression and anxiety, and would feel lost and confused. 🥺
As I approached my junior and senior year, I became stronger, I searched for things to make myself better, instead of accepting the way I felt. This led me to finding fitness, the ONE THING I felt like I was good at, at that time. I would learn as much as I could, workout everyday, learn about nutrition and make myself plans. 🥗🍚
After my senior year, I became a personal trainer, another thing I felt I was good at. 🏋🏻♀️💪🏻
As the years went on I lost some of my passion for fitness, I let feelings of send doubt get in the way of the real love I had for using fitness to help heal my mind. 🤯 I only recently realized this, and had to go on a journey of rediscovering who I am. And what I am good at 😉 fitness is my “thing” and there’s no way I’d rather have it.
MORAL OF THE STORY: 1) you can improve your mental state no matter the circumstances (msg me if you do t believe) ❤️
2) IF YOU FIND SOMETHING YOU ARE GOOD AT AND LOVE, DO IT!!! It doesn’t matter if you think someone else is better or that there’s no point, that is your purpose and you will be happier if you don’t let self doubt get in the way of your greatness ❤️👸🏻
@ United States