06/15/2026
I spent over 20 years in bo***ge to the lies of the enemy trying to break free and find peace and wholeness in my body and how I saw myself in the mirror. I spent hours in the gym, meticulously counting macros, perfecting my body and found myself in tighter and tighter chains. It wasn’t until I was 30 years old and 6 months pregnant with my first child, in a pantry ready to binge and purge again, that I heard Holy Spirit whisper “this is not going to be your story anymore.” No program, no pill, no workout plan, no amount of weight you lose or muscle you gain will ever give you freedom apart from the Holy Spirit. You can achieve all of those things and still be completely and utterly empty and I can testify to that. It’s only where the Spirit of the Lord is where freedom is found. If you’ve been desperate to feel valuable, worthy, or enough and believe that weight loss or a more built physique will make you whole, I promise you that you will be miserably disappointed. It’s only when you partner with the Holy Spirit and surrender your brokenness to Him where you’ll be set free.
“The Holy Spirit is the Truth-Teller who drowns out the lies you’ve been told about your body. The Holy Spirit is the Author who can rewrite the story about your body that has been defined by lies and pain for far too long. The Holy Spirit is the Peace that replaces the fear you carry around food and your body. The Holy Spirit is the Guide who can show you what freedom actually feels like, and will walk you there, step by step. Healing your relationship with food and your body was never meant to happen apart from God. He isn’t a step in the process, He is the foundation the whole journey is built on. Maybe you’ve tried to heal without Him. You’ve followed the plans, tracked the progress, and read all the books. But healing that leaves God out of the center will only go so deep. True freedom, in your body, with food, in how you see yourself, starts with Him.”
2 Corinthians 3:17 “Now the Lord is the Spirit, and where the Spirit of the Lord is, there is freedom.”