24/11/2025
I had my birthday yesterday, but we were completely inside the competition process physically and mentally…
Good thing my mother taught me to celebrate my birthday for the whole week 😄
(Because I almost never could celebrate it on the actual day - I always had trainings 😂 But I was never sad about it. I was just sure it was okay, because I had the whole week to celebrate 😊 What a smart mother I have 😄)
So I’m still the birthday girl)
All my childhood, from the very first moments I remember myself consciously, I was doing gymnastics (starting from age 6), and I finished when I was 17.
Did I like it when I was a child? I liked being a gymnast. And I liked some trainings… But other trainings… The training process didn't havemany happy moments, except being with friends.
I’m not going to tell you everything - I had quite the usual gymnast package from the 2000s: some thoughts about how awful I was, some hatred toward my body, everyday guilt for not being good enough… Nothing special for those years and for gymnastics.
Actually, I wasn’t that bad and I definitely did my best. I was just training in an Olympic center, where they automatically expected a higher-level gymnast from me. And even despite all the tough things that happened during that period, I still loved gymnastics.
That’s what helped me go through all of it - and that’s why I came back a couple of years after finishing my career 😌
Gymnastics gave me a lot of different and useful experiences.
For example, celebrating your birthday on any day you can and whole week 😄
When I have a reason for something, it gives me energy and I can go through anything.
Honestly, I was happy to be with my Brazilian team participating in the Brazilian Championship on my birthday 🙌
I can’t say it turned out to be a very happy competition (I mean the competition part itself), but it was a very useful experience that will help us and work for us in the future 😌
Not all life is complete happiness - some moments are more about experience 😅
Sometimes you just keep going.