Rainbowls & Reiki

16/09/2026

My teenage son told me last night that my marketing is old school. It’s not modern, not reaching youngsters like his generation. I felt attacked. I thought what does this young punk know? I get what he was saying. That I am not following the trend to up my marketing tactics. That’s why my business is not growing.

I took a moment to think what it might be like to ‘follow the trend’ and I cringed. It is not me, not who I am, not my real authenticity. To make a business that is not authentic and simply following the trend is not what I’m here to do. It is not just about stepping out of my comfort zone. It is not even a zone I would imagine myself to be. It is not in alignment with my values. To create a business out of alignment of my values would be a fraud in my opinion. I simply can’t even make myself do that. So here I am, posting what holds meaning in my heart, little things of beauty that I care for, and put my heart and soul into building and loving. This is who I am. If you resonate with me, give me a ❤️. Or better yet, save this post to remind yourself that no matter who the world told you, that you should be, you need to follow your heart and just be yourself.

In my natal chart, it is already stated that my business is ever changing, and it is build block by block, step by step, and not a sudden leap in success. Because I am anchored in what I do, I walk the talk without fancy marketing. I draw in only people who resonate with me. Authentic people that I care about. Superficiality has no place in my circles.

While my son tells me that I’m a fossil, I hope that I am teaching him a different lesson. To stand firm in being who he is, and remember who he is meant to be, instead of becoming what the world expects him to be.

Parenting in this modern world is way more challenging, as we navigate the rapid changes of AI and what it’s trying to make the new generations become. I am so ok being old school, and hopefully some of these old school traits will live on in my future ancestors to come. 🙏🏻🌈

15/09/2026

On a good day, you get to sit with Maunga Taranaki and listen to his wisdom.

13/09/2026

New vibes on the lawn! You are welcome to sit in the zen garden to meditate, ground yourself, or simply sit in silent reflection after a sound journey session to integrate.

So happy to see this vision came through. Although the pebbles aren’t exactly what I had wanted, it’s what’s available in the region. I wish it was pure white sand that we could simply rake and draw as meditative contemplation, but alas, the strong winds up here will not make much practical sense to have sand blowing around. It took 2 back breaking afternoons trying to level out the rocks from a heap of mountain, but it is satisfying finally to see my vision come alive before my eyes. What is missing now is an outdoor stone sound sculpture! That will truly be a lovely piece to add on to integrate sounds from outdoor to indoor. Someday perhaps.

Would you sit here in silence, listening to nature’s wisdom?

Our next sound journey is on 03 Oct. Book your mats early via website or link in bio. Our zen garden awaits your presence.

12/09/2026

Let’s take a walk into the bush! I love being surrounded by nature. Stepping outside and let nature totally embrace me and shift my moods. There is magick all around, you just gotta pause long enough to feel it. Where is your magical place?

Join me for Rewilding into Resonance Retreat in 2028 to experience the magick of the bush and be held by the cleansing river. Your sanctuary of sounds and nature awaits. Come as you are, leave revitalised and transformed.

Retreat details via website or link in bio. DM to request retreat info pack.

09/09/2026

Ever since I saw jamming to ‘We all come from the Goddess’ on her handpan, realising it was on D Kurd, I tried to play it by ear. While I can’t get the full version of hers, this is my own rendition, and boy have I been playing it every night before bedtime. Thanks Amy for the inspiration.🙏🏻🎶

Today felt like the right time to offer it to the land, to Mother, so I took my handpan along with cacao to sit in her embrace and just play.

I found this spot of track where the rhododendrons have shed a beautiful pink carpet, as if waiting for me to just sit amongst them. So I did.

My heart has been feeling heavy lately, and retreating into nature playing music is my solace. Not escaping but bringing myself into the medicine heals me. The problems doesn’t go away of course; but at least I feel held and witnessed by Pachamama, Father Sky, the birds, the trees, the Spirits of air and water from Ōakura river. Can you hear how cleansing she sounds even though they are a distance away? This is my safe sanctuary, and I can’t wait to share it with those who are coming here for retreats.

Yes, I’ve been silently working on my upcoming retreat in 2028. Details will be announced when the moon is in Libra.

07/09/2026

Always a week late to share what’s upcoming in the studio. 😅 But of course, we have had a full house first weekend, meeting amazing souls arriving for the first time in Rainbowls & Reiki to enjoy Body Mind Soul Care Sound Journey. Grateful that we were sold out, and on the morning itself, there was a request for 2 more mats, which I simply could not squeeze in unfortunately. Fret not, even if you miss our Sept journey, our next journey is on 03 Oct, which won’t be long since time flies incredibly fast these days!

I’m loving our Somatic Vocal Healing container, working with the same group of beautiful souls on tapping into the power of our voices. I am collecting names for waitlist for the next container next year, so if you are keen, drop a DM to be notified for next round.

Your only chance to connect with me this Sept is our Sacred Music Jamming circle on 24 Sept. This is a Koha circle for like minded souls to meet, connect and have a little jam with our voices or any instruments you play. Everyone is welcome, and music improvisation helps one become less critical and more musical in every sense!

See you in circle soon. 😉🎶✨

07/09/2026

When life cancelled your plans, there’s always something better to take its place. I was supposed to do a harmonium trial class with a teacher from India online today, I was ready, only to find out last minute that my class was canceled. The school had contacted me many times to confirm the class, yet when I showed up, they didn’t. It is not just disappointment, it is a clear sign this school wasn’t right for me. At this stage in my life, I have no patience or energy to deal with people or situations that does not value my time. Clearly, I won’t be responding to them no more.

Since my harmonium was out, it was so tempting to just keep playing, and it was the perfect time to revisit my course with Ellen Arthur which I am so grateful for.

Holding space for Somatic Vocal Healing gave me the opportunity to continue to dive into any work that relates to my voice, and having had a disagreement with the hubby resulting in a sleepless night, chanting mantra seems like the perfect medicine I needed today.

Invoking energies of Durgā, bringing me home to peace within.

06/09/2026

In week 3 of Somatic Vocal Healing container today, we took our voices to India, Russia, and using it to connect our head to our hearts before diving into the healing waters of the ocean. This caption probably doesn’t make any sense to you if you weren’t in the container connecting to your voice.

This is a close container for an intimate group of brave, beautiful souls who took the leap to dive into the frequency of their own voice. I hold the safe space guiding their voices to where it needs to go, helping to release what needs to be released. After every session, we usually feel a complete softening into our bodies, tuning inwards to what arose for us to take notice of.

Somatic Vocal Healing is about devotion to our voice, creating a safe space for us to tune inwards, letting go of any previous thoughts, perceptions or expectations of what our voices should be. We make sounds that connects us with Rasa underneath our voices.

I love the wisdom that everyone brings into the circle, and as much as I enjoy holding the space, I am grateful for everything that was shared in circle by these beautiful souls that also teach me new insights through our shared wisdom.

Until our next circle, let’s continue to tune inwards to our voices & the wisdom it unlocks.

04/09/2026

For those of you who are still dimming your light to fit in, here’s your read for the day:

When we dumb ourselves down, we sell ourselves short and lose an opportunity to shed light where it is needed.