26/10/2023
I’ve cancelled two running partnerships, I declined two interviews (not about Palestine), and am reaching a point where I find my voice to be falling on deaf ears when it comes to the broader running community.
I know this the outcome of a caring, MORAL human being with intense feelings of sadness for her people. Yet, it’s hard to feel betrayed by those you’ve worked with, those that smiles in my face and said, “we support u all they way, we stand by you” to find that they actually don’t.
My existence and acceptance is only applauded when I’m making headlines. Appearing in marketing ads.
I’m applauded when I keep it light and cute.
But something inside me burns and my conscience won’t let me just post light hearted running stats and beautiful fall running photos when my people r going through a genocide. But I wouldn’t have it any other way. Because one day I’ll be standing in-front of God and he’ll ask me, “what did u do with your platform? How did you stand up with humanity? How did you use running as a vehicle for social, humanistic change?!”