16/03/2022
Aakhir maa toh maa hoti hai.
From last 10 days nothing was going ryt , my car was hit by some heavy vehicle while I was on practice, car tyre got burst and almost caught fire.
I was feeling weak I was feeling sick , like I am losing from myself every single moment , had some huge loses in monetary terms also , other then that nationals pressure , and yeah ofcourse manaslu pressure for funding. Help karna chahata tha funds mein but kuch krr hi nahi paaya.
Kal raat bohot tabiyat kharaab hui , bohot vomiting hui anxiety hui , maa ne pucha bata kya hua , maine bola bss accha nahi lgg raha jaha mai madad krna chahata hu waha mai haar jaata hu , ab toh khud hi bhoj feel ho raha hai jabki aaj ye sab chor du ek saadharan zindagi jee paaunga. Maa was like kaisi baatein krra hai soch kitne log tujhe support krte hai tere pe toh koi zimmedari bhi nahi hai abhi, and tu sab krr lega aise haare mat , laa NAZAR UTAAR DETI HU , she did her ritual I felt optimistic, I vomited heavily and my soul was out for a minute and today I m all well again.
With full of energy and was more powerful. Aakhir maa jo saath hai unka vishwas hai harne ka toh sawaal hi nahi hai.
Even when papa doubts on my ability , maa and jiji always hold my back , they never question , they always believe in my work and have faith in my ability. And just in a day i am back to normal aakhir MAA NE NAZAR UTAAR DI , yes i believe in her rituals.
MAA toh MAA hoti hai.
Big salute to every MAA in this world.