23/01/2026
2025 better late than never.
Some work unreleased, some scenes cut.
Some work I truly loved, some I didn’t but still did. That is also part of the process.
This year was a growing curve for me. I gave more auditions, worked out more, partied more than usual, and met more people than ever. I learned good things from people, and sometimes the actor in me judged them. Occupational hazard, I guess. But the human in me never did. Everyone has flaws. I accept that. I live with it.
I made new friends. Old friendships became even stronger.
Somehow my busy, constantly moving life shifted into a slower way of living. Something I never thought I could do but ended up loving. Turns out I love both the chaos and the calm.
I dealt with more injuries this year, but my body never gave up on me. It stayed with me always. I also learned the importance of recovery, of listening to my body instead of constantly pushing it. Somewhere along the way, I did my first backflip too.
I started making reels just for fun. Never imagined I would land a collab, and somehow the first one crossed a million views.
A lot of what I expected did not happen. And a lot of what I never expected did.
I made mistakes. Others did too. Life moved on, as it always does.
I know most people might have stopped reading by now. Maybe this is more for me.
Five or ten years from now I will revisit this, read it, and maybe smile, laugh, or think it is cringe. But it will be worth it. I am doing this for him.
I am probably missing a few things while writing this. I have flight anxiety and I am about to fly, so maybe that emotion made me write more than usual. Flaws, eh.
Still, I am grateful. I am learning. I am growing slowly and honestly in my own time.
And I know 2026 will be better for me. Do not ask me how. I just know :p