Marie C Rowe

26/01/2026

Happy heavenly 24th birthday, my beautiful son ❤️

Born in Australia, on Australia Day 🇦🇺❤️
That night, as the sky lit up with fireworks, it truly felt like the world was celebrating you.
And in that moment, my life changed forever.

From the second you arrived, I experienced a love so vast and exquisite that my own ego dissolved.
My focus shifted entirely - to you, to nurturing, to loving beyond measure.
A love that makes you feel like the luckiest human on this planet… simply because you get to be their mum.

What an honour it has been to walk nearly 20 years beside you.
To witness your zest for life, your enormous pure heart, your unwavering passion and determination.
You lived boldly. You lived fully.
And the footprint you left behind is immense -humbling all of us who were blessed to know you.

I love you to the moon and back, always.
Forever your mum ❤️

23/01/2026

What is grief?
To me, it is a living thing.
Breathing. Shifting.
Something brutal… and yet, strangely, achingly beautiful.

How can that be?
How can the heart feel life so intensely—
with such fire, such zest—
while also carrying the weight of the most tragic moment it has ever known?

Four years on, I ask this question even more.

This journey is confusing. Unmapped.
It feels less like a straight road and more like a river
flowing, bending, meeting obstacles,
learning how to move with the current rather than against it.
Always shifting. Always growing.

One thing I know, deep in my bones,
is that I have a choice.

A choice to live.
To really live.
With heart. With courage. With gusto.
To show up powerfully for this life…
or to slowly disappear from it.

And what a miracle it is that we are even here
in this moment, in these bodies, in this lifetime.
So much had to align for each of us to exist at all.
That knowing alone makes me feel that life is not something to endure,
but something to take hold of.

I once tried to imagine what it might be like to lose a child.
I never came close.
The reality is a pain beyond measure—
beyond words, beyond comprehension.

And yet…
every single one of us will face experiences
that knock us off course,
that crack us open,
that change us forever.

In time, we are invited into a choice—not immediately, not easily-
but eventually.

How will I respond?

My answer, again and again,
is to live fully.
With intention. With love.
For myself…
and for everyone that I love so deeply ❤️ My choice is Love❤️

01/01/2026

I’ve been pondering a little as this New Year is just beginning…

Even when the world around you might feel messy or in turmoil …
Even when life is crashing, swirling, and testing you…
there is a place within you that no storm can touch.

This is the calm and total stillness at the centre.
The space where your breath slows, your heart softens, and you remember who you are no matter what is going on in your life.

You don’t have to wait for the storm to pass.
Peace isn’t found outside of you.
It’s always found within yourself.

When everything feels uncertain, return to yourself.
Anchor into stillness.
Become the calm and remember that even the hardest storms will calm eventually.

21/12/2025

A single white feather 🤍

Feathers have been appearing so frequently for me lately — always in the most unexpected places, and always when I need them the most.

Christian loved Christmas. It was his favourite time of year — being together, playing games, eating good food, and sharing warm, genuine connection. I’ve wanted so deeply to carry that excitement and love forward, to honour him, and to bring more warmth, more love, more hope into this season.

I love wrapping gifts and seeing the smiles they bring. I’ve always loved the comfort of Christmas — the lights, the music in the shops and on the streets, the way it all feels so familiar and safe.

But this year, the Christmas spirit hasn’t arrived in the way I hoped it would. And that’s made me feel annoyed, agitated, and frustrated… and that’s okay.

It’s okay not to be okay all the time. It’s okay to let yourself feel every emotion, even when you thought you’d feel differently.

I trust that the Christmas spirit will come in its own time — but if it doesn’t… that’s okay too.

Wherever you are, and however you’re feeling, please remember: you are not alone ❤️

21/12/2025

13/12/2025

Lucia in Sweden has always felt like the gentle opening of the Christmas period —a moment when Light and Joy steps forward to touch our hearts.
To return here for Lucia for the first time in so many years, together with Lucas and my parents, felt like coming home in a way words can hardly explain.

I still remember when little seven-year-old Christian told me that his favourite song was “Sankta Lucia”, and that it brought tears to his eyes.
Tonight, I understood him completely. The tears came—quiet, honest. Tears because the beauty of Lucia goes straight to the soul…
tears because we no longer live in Sweden and I miss this place more than I admit…
and tears of pure gratitude for being here now, in this light, with the people I love.

In this moment, I am reminded that Light always finds us—no matter how far from home we are. ❤️🙏🏻✨

07/07/2025

Why am I showing a before and after? This is not about looking good or not… this is about living a life as fully as possible, healing the parts that are so painful and even those long held beliefs you might not even be aware of what is weighing you down… Mending from the inside and out..
Belief Coding®️ has helped me find ME again. The incredible thing that I’ve found is that it goes so deep and yet you feel so incredibly light after a session. I had a session on Anxiety the other day as it had started creeping into my life, holding me back… The release was instant and it made me think… was this real??? And yet I know full well the power of this work. It has changed me and helped me find me again to live to honour myself and my family… We all deserve to live a full life.. Claim yours back too if you feel the same 🙏🏻🌸 ®️ ®transformations ♥️