23/04/2026
What a beautiful breakdown...
This photo was the beginning. The moment I literally watched the sun come up after everything I had put faith in broke down. Heartbroken and grieving.
It was the moment a little voice inside said NO MORE.
Most of you here know me as a Pilates Movement Specialist who runs a studio.
Several of you know from my posts I have a deep love of water, an affinity with the sea.
Some of you may know me as a champion for women's health.
A few of you know how my own journey shaped my career.
None of you know me as the women who went through some of the darkest moments in my life recently. How that affected my whole self.
In 2014 I launched a niche sport programme, in 2020 it went online. It was groundbreaking and unique, until it was copied.
In 2020 I tested a women's health coaching programme, it worked, some of you tested it for me.
A combination of life, covid and politics. I lost my confidence, I was unable to show up. It stopped me from using my voice.
Attempts to relaunch halted by my low confidence. Then blocked because my home life at times was unbearable. Silence.
For the last 18 months I have been trying to fuse it all together, against another tide with no pattern.
My physical & mental health as well as my business voice and my home were drastically affected.
It came to a head in November 2025 & January 2026.
I have spent months stripping everything and rebuilding my very soul, my entire foundations. Held by friendship, family, therapy, education and complete strangers 🙏
I have been studying, writing, soul searching, stargazing, wave watching, processing and learning from these experiences.
There is more study ahead for this but...
I am nearly ready to launch the first part.
It is
Finally embracing my voice, my work, what I love and know what I was built for.
I hope you join me ✨️
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