04/02/2025
World Cancer Day
⚠️⚠️TW- Cancer sensitive discussion and images⚠️⚠️
This is not a sympathy post, I went through something that sadly too many other people have been through or are going through right now, sometimes not for the first time. This disease stripped me bare, and unfortunately continues to be the gift that keeps on giving. I didn’t want to post anything, I had such incredible support during 2022 following my diagnosis and social media looked a lot like sunshine and rainbows when going through treatment and only those closest to me know how bad it really was. But even now years later I’m left with the anxiety of why. Why did this happen and why is it still happening now. The unfairness of experiencing it and seeing people getting picked off one by one with some form of cancer is crippling, I’m not sharing outrage to make anyone feel better, Im just being honest. Why do we not know what’s causing this? I’ve been down every rabbit hole there is and I know this is multi factorial and not a straight forward answer but come on, how can we continue to live our lives like this. Knowing it’s not -if- but -when-. All I can say for world cancer day is try to make smart choices with what you put in your body, on your body and into your mind and do not hesitate to get something checked out, and if something still doesn’t feel right don’t give up on that feeling, keep perusing answers.
Sorry it wasn’t more positive, but it’s not a day to celebrate, it’s a day to ask why the f**k! Sam- Lymphoma 2022 currently in remission.
1. The lump on the left side of my neck above my clavicle.
2. The red hot itching response I would have after drinking alcohol
3. The insatiable itching- worst on my feet.
4. Me not dealing with it very well
5. PICC line inserted ready for treatment to start
6. PICC line
7. After a day of chemotherapy
8. A weekend away in London during the good few days before next treatment dose
9. A day out in Bath
10. Last treatment celebration cake
11. Last treatment day
12. First seminar back with my boy ♥️