15/06/2026
I've been searching for 8 years, but missing the deep irony of that search, in that everything of what I am is here now.πΆβπ«οΈ
The ego is a wonderful tool and helps me navigate this reality of 'separateness'.π
But it's constant search for more because of it's finite existence can lead to loops of suffering.π«
Healing loops - there's something wrong with me I need to fix.π«
More knowledge loops - if I can just learn more, I'll be enlightened.π
Pleasure loops - the happiness is over there trap.π
Identify loop - I'm spiritual and have had a few profound experiences, now I am superior clinging to those profound moments like decaying butterflies, whilst hoping I get another trip somewhere in the future.π€
This is not a negative post, but one of realisation, that what we are looking for is an idea which is just another thought and the personas we build from these are based on lack .πΌ
What if that next imagined happiness or trip never arrives, as you leave the body before that experience?π₯
All we need is here, if we can just get quiet enough for a few seconds. Your job is to exist, experience and love, which you could say are just more thoughts.π
But for those who have ever touched upon the true 'love' of our being, it's not just another thought, but an awareness woven into the fabric of existence that cannot be defined through thought or words.π¦
Keep living life and using your ego as the beautiful tool it is, to experience this reality and be you, but don't place your happiness in it, as the horizon moves further away the closer you get.π
Enjoy the ride.β¨οΈ
Thank you to for our enlightening conversations at Glastonbury.π