30/08/2026
Funny what can be waiting around the corner.
Last night I went out at sunset intending to film for the little course I’m creating.
Instead, Cabo and I started playing. 🤭
Every time I suggested something, he’d offer something back — usually something more. I’d respond. I’d offer again. He’d respond. And somewhere in this very simple exercise, I found myself belly laughing like a little girl 🥹
We were connecting like two old friends remembering a soul language we used to speak except this time, the conversation flowed more freely.
Riding horses on camera was once a huge part of my life. After the heartache and changes of the last few years, I genuinely believed I’d never post current riding footage again.
It felt finished. And in a way, it was. Just not in the way I thought.
That version of it was finished.
I think I needed to go the long way around (and boy is that a story for another day 😂) before I could come back without needing it to mean what it used to mean.
Somewhere along that long way around, I fell in love with learning all over again — movement, Pilates, yoga, psychology, the body, the mind, connection. Things that seemed like completely different paths at the time.
And now, somehow, they’re all finding their way home with me.
Anyway — here I am. Free to love horses and dressage perhaps more than I ever have.
I just don’t want the same things from it anymore.
Winning looks different now.
Less proving. More playing.
Less restriction. More creation.
More collaboration. More listening.
Less about scoreboards. More about the curious conversation.
Less about controlling the life underneath me, and more about meeting it with all the life within me.
Maybe that’s the funny thing about corners.
You can’t know what’s waiting on the other side before you turn them.
Sometimes winning isn’t finding what you expected there.
Sometimes it’s having the courage to keep turning corners - and finding a version of yourself you never could have planned for 🩷
I encourage you to turn every corner with the awareness that this very corner could be the one that changes the entire trajectory of your riding, your life