08/09/2026
Life since being home from our big trip & pilgrimage, & finally landing in our home in Bundeena, I donāt think Iāve ever felt this grounded. This regulated. This committed, sure & dedicated to the path.
Living in the forest, footsteps from the beach, surrounded by the elements, tucked away in this quiet, secluded pocket of the world š itās like the land itself has been part of the medicine.
And the land has been speaking, too. Second day here, I found Fred in the back garden ā a fox skull, ancestral medicine incarnate. Asked his name, got Fred. Power. Peace. fifth day, walking past my own house by accident, I was stopped by a dead lorikeet. Asked her name, got Penny. Meaning weaver stand for Prosperity. Luck. Both now on the alters ā„ļø
Never this happy. Connected to myself. Never this deep in trust and surrender.
Home in my body. Home in my mind. Home in my home. š”
I donāt say that lightly, not after the last 18 months of pure & utter chaos. Talk about a medicine womenās initiations & tribulations.
Jheeezzzz
There was a season where I felt like I was living outside myself honestly, disconnected, unmoored as such, folded into something too tight to move in. A cocoon I didnāt exactly choose but couldnāt rush either and I knew that it was all part and parcel of the process. š > š¦
Deaths and rebirths. An ocean crossed to remember who I was before I forgot. And somehow, through the dissolving, Iāve landed here ā more connected to myself, my body, my intuition, my path & the elements than I think Iāve ever been.
Every hard year, every hard situation, every hard conversation, every hard car incident š every disappointment, every relapse, ever mistake, every unravelling, every ancestor who ran or fled or was silenced before me it was all part of the same slow emergence.
To my path. My purpose. My mission.
And NOW ā I feel ready. Ready for the expansion. Ready to meet it in this body, with this mind, from this home, in a way I never could have before.
Power and peace. Prosperity and luck. Already here, already named, already waiting for me in this new home.
I feel it in my bones and my cells in every part of me, this is huge but I am ready šŖ¶