21/03/2025
للعربي في الكومنت Most people here know my story. My longtime followers remember… 3 years. I can’t believe it’s been three years since I carried you inside me, felt your kicks & dreamed of the moment I’ll finally hold you. 3 years since I realized I was saying goodbye before I even got the chance to say hello.
I never in a million years thought this would happen to me, especially after struggling with unexplained infertility & going through IVF, believing it would finally bring me closer to meeting you. I thought the hardest part was behind me. I never imagined that after everything, I would also become the 1 in 60; the mothers who give birth in silence, whose babies never cry. You were 6 months old inside me. You were perfect. But the cord was wrapped around your neck, and in an instant, my world shattered..
3 years & it still doesn’t feel real. Some days, it feels like just yesterday. Other days, like another lifetime. But every single day, I miss you & I wonder who you would have been. I still love you in silence & I visit you where your name is engraved instead of hearing it spoken aloud.
Why am I sharing this today? Because today, on Mother’s Day, I want to remind myself & remind others too; that motherhood isn’t only defined by time, or milestones, or by who sees it. Some mothers have their babies in their arms. Others ONLY in their hearts. But we are ALL mothers.
And today, I want to say it out loud:
I am your mother. I will always be your mother. And you will always be my baby; Leana. Until I see you in heaven, بإذن الله 🤲🤍
سعيد